which i keep promising to have a site up soon. life gets in the way. you know how it is. my flow is messed up due to some personal life goings on. and i still let that part time cleaning gig get to me and lose all momentum. i find when i worry about stuff everything just STOPS. for whatever reason tod and i are going through more life changes and both of us are wondering where we are going. does tod want to go somewhere else alone and find his thing? if he does what am i gonna do? do i stay here and try to make it on my own? i have no idea. needless to say this stuff is a huge elephant in the room and i can't just poke it with a stick and remove it. my art dont flow when my brain is consumed. but its life. i'm starting to get used to it.
posted jan 6, 2011