so. hopefully i can get it together and do this in the next few weeks. the biggest challenge is having to talk or videotape myself. being dysmorphic means i'm traumatized when i hear or see myself. but oh do i want better tools....maybe i can make this thing and not have to ever look at it or hear it. ya think? i feel sick looking at my hand over there for gods sake. art always makes me do things i would NEVER DO otherwise. gotta love that right? anyhow thats what is going on, the new plan for some ease and sanity. will let you know when and if i've actually done this as i have a limited collection of blue vases that will be sold specifically for this kickstarter thing as well as other art. in the meantime, i've got 40 more vases to work on and i'm out of my aluminum bottoms! the scrap dudes keep promising the roofer guy will bring it in as he does every month... i shall wait. better to buy used than new.