8/19/09

surrender

massive changes coming soon. gimmi another week and i will gladly share all. suffice to say i am now in surrender mode. i am willing to let go of a lot, willing to completely change my work, how i work what i work on. willing to reinvent myself as an artist and person. i'm so tired of fighting myself and being in a bad mood and being afraid that its time to jump in head first.

9 comments:

Kim Hambric said...

We're all out here, milling around, waiting to hear what your plans are. As long as you are not planning something that will have you ending up on death row, we will support you.

Karen said...

feet first...I reccomend to jump in feet first and land on said feet instead of head.
Kidding aside, I await the changes and will be here watching and supporting you!

Angela Recada said...

Hey Paula,
You know I wish you all the best in whatever you decide to do. Sometimes you just have to stop fighting it all and go with the flow for a while. It seems like many of us are in a serious state of flux right now.
Good luck in whatever direction you choose to go in.

self taught artist said...

no kim no crime...and karen i hope i just LAND! support sounds heavenly...appreciate it you guys, i know everyone is dealing with full plates and its nice to be in good thoughts.

artfulzebra said...

Hey Paula,

Sorry not to have replied to your email (yet!), just wanted to say I'm thinking of you over there taking a leap and reinventing, I could go a bit of that myself! Wishing you loads of good karma and looking forward to hearing all about it. ;o) x

Margaret Ryall said...

Can't wait to hear what the next step is. I am intrigued by your post.

San said...

I ditto Kim on the death row avoidance. But if you have a misdemeanor in mind, well, that can be quite invigorating.

Waiting with bated (sp?) breath for your announcement.

self taught artist said...

well san...if you were on facebook you would already know :)....
margaret...i'm intrigued by my post too...i dont know what i'm doing!

Vilte said...

seams i missed a lot whil being away from pc most of the time.. whatever that is, i think that your sentence that you are tired of being in a bad mood and would reinvent yourself has a light in a tunel. Going to FB now to check out whaat you wrote :)