I'm not going to out right link to these blogs because I'd rather not them come here and see what a moron I am. Deborah F and Ed W. Lately, especially W, these two have written blogs that somehow keep my interest even though honestly I don't really know half of what they are saying. I read these blogs with interest because they sound important and frankly they've grown on me. I admire Deborah as an artist but always get lost when she starts talking about I don't know what; and while mostly I would probably say 'hello w----' much like jerry seinfeld would say hello to newman the postman in the hallway for reasons unknown to me, he too has grown on me.
It is that political time of year. It is a time when quite simply put there is seemingly chaos aiming arrows everywhere in the marketplace. I read their blogs and come back to mine and think WTF do I have to say? Me and my here's a clock theres a clock. I woke up sour. I woke up sour because I stayed up and watched Anderson Cooper and Larry King. Listening to some interpreter translating for the Iranian President, who by the way had such an awful voice [the translator not the president] all I could do was focus on that instead of hear what he was saying....I wouldn't have understood it anyways I'm sure. Watching the bulldog with lipstick. Looking at characters that Hollywood couldn't make up. Watching commercials during the breaks that jumped to drugs for our health that will kill us and the 09 cars that STILL ONLY GIVE US THE OPTION OF 30 M.P.G.! Overwhelm. Overload. Etsy creepsys up, Ebay creeps up. Stuff. Control control control. Buy buy buy. Sell sell sell. Green this green that. It just makes me loathe everything and everyone including myself. I don't have whatever filter one needs to let this stuff roll off of me. I don't have the logical brain to understand half of it. I do know that something in me feels like I should look around, take a sniff at whatever shit is floating around and beware. Shouldn't I?
When will I give myself permission to go into that studio, close the door and ignore everything? Can I do that? In a way I already am. I haven't done and don't do half of what the 'norm' does. Never had health insurance, don't go to doctors, have no ties with most of the people from my past, don't go shopping for anything but food and bare necessities. Never had kids never got married no 401K no retirement no house never voted (I will this year). I'd take a guess that most everyone who reads this blog has done all of the above (except you steve). Anyhow, that's my rant for the day. I'm going in there now to see if the rest of my cold weld took last night. That's the most important thing I've got going. Maybe that's why my blog has 12 readers, how many people could possibly be interested in what I have to say?