Today was much more enjoyable. Even with little to no sleep and all that worry. Writing about worrying made me realize I at least do something instead of just worry. I get off my ass, I break up the paralyzing thoughts and move on. Sometimes worry serves me well, when I just let the thought pass, feel some concern and then do what I can. Worry probably isn't even a good word to use. None-the-less, I have everything cleaned and tucked into it's new box, on a shelf, in it's new place along all my other scrap. I get initially freaked only because this isn't my house and it always feels like I have just made another bet in some life or death card game. Ultimately I die but in the meantime I would like to win a hand or two just once.
I won big time this week I guess. Look at the book the guy gave me! This will be invaluable even if I don't get it all. It has plenty of pictures and that works for me. Below are some cool rusty rings, also gotten that day. These are equally invaluable. You can't just go find these things anywhere ya know. Highly coveted objects for sure. I also obtained an old router, no clue how to use it and it will need bits(?), but now I have a book that will help me understand for what I would use a router for. Maybe I will make my own little saw horses so I can start using my saws. Giddy up!