a client shared a photo of her outdoor rock garden with her new flowers
new one, as of yet untitled. found this wooden dowel on the highway awhile back. the center has a faded pink plastic thing for the 'stigma'. its another subtle one...earthy i like to think.
White Khaki Bromeliad
some new flowers as of late. my bromeliads have sold save for the white khaki which is fairly new and has been recently added to my industrial bloom shop. i'm liking the faucet ones (bromeliads). i don't normally buy my materials but this week i broke down and did some ebay sniping and got a stock of faucet knobs. its shocking how expensive they can be... i was pleased to have gotten what i consider to be quite a good deal on 77 of them. i have work to do! hopefully my rebar stash will see me through a few batches of flowers. i hesitate to store much more of anything under our little rickety loft steps.
its been quite in my world. seasonal crap i'm sure and just a little worn down by my own thoughts. my tendency is to slide out of the present and worry about the future. or wonder. or knock repeatedly on a door that isn't seeming to open and rather than walk away and find another one i just stand there waiting. i am so grateful that i've been selling just enough flowers/vases/other art that somehow i make it each month. there is still the nagging thought of now what. what is next. what am i supposed to be doing. where am i headed. its a lot of mental nonsense probably. i know i'm very content when i sit down and just work on a flower. i sometimes have to push out thoughts that try to tell me i am not doing anything purposeful or productive. when i question what i am doing i always feel nuts. when i do what i want/do what i love to do (making a flower or whatever piece of art i'm working on at the moment) i am fine.
some of you may i have noticed i'm not on facebook much right now. the only thing i seem to keep up with is etsy. it's my livelihood. right now i am trying to keep my little head quiet. it helps to be online a little less, even if it worries me i might 'disappear' from the online world. it's only hard to follow my instinct when i think. thinking isn't a good thing. not for me.














